There is lot of bully and anti bullying happens around here and there. Many people take the judge of who you are. They not know about their background or their roles. I know it is like mental health into anti bullying or bullying abuse issues. Well, I am not good at this but lot of visible in those people who get into kind of mental health and felt broken by seeing them.

I never think of being bullying or abuse in life but I can see in past and realized something interesting because I never think of that for long time. Many times I always given positives and ignore them that way my mom teaches me. Later, I learned from mom and saw who she is. Now I know how people felt about her. I am kind feel bad about my history with people I had in school years. I never understand and follow my guts so growing up on visible and understanding them better than I did in the past.

Not meant I am bad influence to people. Lot of people LOVES me because I am quiet and patience. They know I won’t give them F%$* but has dark side, has bad ass! Other people been afraid of me for reason…..NO REASON. I have no idea why they had been not ever try me. Maybe because of those people are my group. My group? No. They are common people, not mine.

Anti-bullying is very loyal but bullying is bad idea to brand it because it made them feel low and not allow stand up for. I did not remember mine but take of advantage is BIG thing for me. TAKE OF ADVANTAGE because of the way they think and can use me for something I would do it. No, I am not stupid to believe because I knew they are trying to use me. What do I do? I made them PAYBACK! Yes, I did. Too Bad. My friends knew me not playing.

One time, I was teenager and one guy loves to pick on me all the time. He slapped my locker and I becomes angry at him. He laughed at me and turned away. I lost my marble for while. Of course, I not perfect friend. I don’t know if it is my looks? Short? Hormones? Who knows.

As adult. People at work. They always said has temper easy. WHOA! Temper? How comes? I barely use angry minutes. Always patience all the time, angry comes out like two or three times a year. I think because of my attitude? My frustrated? I work with them are HEARING! No deaf workers. If I had deaf worker and they can see my COLOR like normal.

Peace with DW 🙂