I never think I am Asexual because I had sex attachment when I am with someone and very romantic with someone. When it turned to Asexual because I lost my sex taste to non-romantic person, and I felt lost my feeling with sex toward person. I don’t believe it or not because I always been sex attachment when I see people touch each other’s, watch movies, or reading a book. I have touched by person and pleasant with it.

Reason I have given this is because I saw one talked about being asexual and how she felt about it, etc. I never thought of it. I grew up tough life being sexual abuse survivor, being magnets, and rejected. Sometimes felt like asexual but when I am with someone then sex attachment. I do not know how that possible because I always friends with male to watch sports and talk like bros. When female friends come in and getting me into romantic.

Female friends who are straight and not interesting in them unless they change their mind. If my friends are gay, then probably possible happen. I do not like to make a drama between them. It is just friendly, not sexual way. If become more then possible.

Male friends who are straight and possible to be magnet by them. I never interesting sex with them. I love to cuddle or play with them, no sex allows. They always get mistakes by misunderstanding on me. I would tell them to “get lost”. If my friends are gay and LOVED to be my buddy because they know I won’t give them a sex, period.

AM I?

~ DW