I have had ate three different bacon burgers in one other days.

Frist one was Bacon Smokehouse burger.  It was so great and joy.  One thing is juicy!  Oh yes, there is lot of juicy, not know if it was from bacon or meat itself.  I love smokehouse burger myself but bacon is new to me.

Ok, second is Quarter Pounder with cheese…..of course bacon!  There was called Deluxe Quarter Pounder with cheese…..bacon.  Everything is on it, look like perfect for anyone because it has lettuce, tomato, and onion on it.  I know it not there anymore but did ate once in their limited time.   It also juicy and taste good, not same as smokehouse burger.  I glad take risk to eat that burger.

Next and final is Big Mac with bacon.  Too much to say.  I would not order anymore.  I would mind to eat original Big Mac but with bacon?  No bacon please.   It is interesting taste but too much for me.  Juicy, too.

I still love smokehouse burger.  Do you?

-DW

Many people heard me breathing heavy.   Excuse me, I can breath normal but hear me breathing heavy because I cant hear myself.   I not meant to be rude or loud.  If I know I breathing heavy then will calm down as little quieter.

Many people think breathing heavy is hard and grab air or something.  It not meant that reason.  Breathing heavy or breathing quiet is same as normal but you can hear your own, right?   Wheezed, short breath or breath hard.  I only know I breath heavy because can feel my trachea seems funny like dry or moist.  I know breathing heavy.  I would take my time to breathing normal.  Sorry guys!

When I was in crew with production team for filming.  I always told by silence and know should be quiet.   If I get tired then have left the set, keep myself silence for while.  I try to learn the handle of breathing habits.  I not have any problem with that but cant hear myself so not know if I was loud or not.

Learn any?

DW

I read one of article about girl in England that she has disease which is can’t walk longer, has short breath and body does not look normal.  She look like healthy from outdoor.  She was only 20 years old and parking her car on handicapped parking lot.  People fuss at her for parking her car in wrong place.  Because she dose not have her permission that time and does look like normal and healthy but not know her illness that is permanent disease, no cure.    She walk shorter and easy for her park and walk nearest.  She finally get her permission to parking on handicapped parking lot.

Now I looked over people who parking on wrong space.  I not know if they have issues or just wanted to be nearest.   I can understand few people who is overweight will park there.   What about diabetes?  What about prosthetic legs?  What about deaf?  List of names What About?  You never know it when you see people park on handicapped parking lot and they not have the permission.  That will be big problem for against or drop the case.

I have friend who is overweight and knee problem because of her sports overactive in her life.  She has permission handicapped parking so I sometimes cheat on when took her car to the store or any place.  I look like normal and people started to fuss at me.  I felt strange because they not know I am DEAF myself.  I turned to them, “I am Deaf!” and people silence, they seem shocked to see me walk normal but DEAF.  I think well, if I have permission then why I look normal and healthy?  If I have disability then should have permission to park?   I choice not, because I know I can walk far and can breath regular.   I have joint sore someday but not want any mercy at me.   Should I?  No

DW

Back to this subject from Driver License.  Police and driver had understand each other in good communication and cooperation.   Some police has bad moods and had hard time to deal with them.  I can’t deal with them in bad mood and could be angry with them for sure.  It made me anxiety and lost of control with my emotion when police stopped me.   He/She would think something wrong with me.   Unless they not know I am DEAF driver with anxiety.

One time, I went to OKLA for visiting and police stopped me with her gun toward at me. I was so freaking out and not understand what is going on.  She told me to move. I said what?  We moved to right place on empty parking lot with lights on.   It was night.  She walked to me again with her gun toward at me.   I tried to ask her what is wrong?  She not moving till police cars arrived and park around me.   The police look over my car and state tag…turned it was WRONG car and WRONG state.  She was so embarrassed  and I was so freaking out, of course anxiety!  She kept told me I am sorry.   That really turned me off big time, confused because I come to visiting.   They were looking for specific car and person in OKLA.  I am not right person, anyway.   That gave me think of what if deaf turned wrong then can be mistake shooting instead of suspense?

Also, I found one bad attitude police to gave me speed ticket.  I drove pick up and had to push little speed because of hill so he stopped me.  He walk to me in his anger to me.  I told him to calm down and am deaf.  He gave me bad attitude with doubt of my deafness.  I become anger with him, take papers to him to make his mouth shut.  I told myself, calm down because I know I just push the little speed on the hill but he just pop to catch me for some reason.  Yes, I am anxiety too.   He come back and learned I am actually deaf and told me to not speed again.  I just nods and wonder how much can weight my pick up push up the speed on the hill?

What do you think?

Trying to be safe and easy

DW

I know you would wonder why I write about DL is because of disability issues.  I have heard from others oversea and turned me fussing about it.   Okay, I been driving for ages and very good driver myself.  I learned in private drive school and faced the quizzes that made in drive lesson.  Now I am licensed driver.  Not meant I am deaf or disability period.

Disability means “Not able” to do something or “Not repair” on whatever like legs, arms, ears, or eyes….even body.   I got this Hearing Impaired but means “Not repair” That.

You might look over your DL to see if yours said mirror on both sides or hearing aide on it?  I not know if your does.  Mine does say in Texas when I was young.  Now it doesn’t say anymore on DL in Missouri.

Oh, maybe you heard or wonder if I would get the deaf identity on DL.  My answer is NO because of thief issues.  I can understand about police need to know if person is deaf or handicapped.    It is something to make easy for everyone to know whoever you are disability or not.  I have faced with police who not aware about my deafness and had hard time to deal with them.  I have learned from school about police warns and signals.  I know what I am doing with them but police had NO patience alike other you saw on TV or news.

Let’s hold this fuss details to next write.  I have many thing to say in one subject.

DW

I am not going to preach you about rejected but saw the preacher yesterday.  It come back to me when I was little kid and rejected by others.  Okay, for example teacher told kid to be lead of group A and B.  One kid chose who him/her favorite and left other out at last call.  It is rejected by favorite.

It is not easy to believe that but true, remember when kid always selfish and prefer own friends than others.  Others can be friends in the future, who knows.  Own friends can be not friends in the future.   I seen that in my years on moving states to states.  I always think I am just stranger but friends in different states.  Not always contact much.  I had friends in group but not leading the group.  I can be first kid and last kid depend on my friends’ prefer.

You got that when you were kid?  I not know if you are leader or not but remember what you done with your best friend.  You rejected by others and not care about that person?  What if?

Any comments

DW

I been looking for my tablet I left over for long time ago.  Yes I felt so ages!!  I forget everything passwords and email address.  Sorry, I got this new PC so I can add all to it.  I can write many articles as I can.  🙂

You would like me make some video that relate to my articles. Hmmm, good think. I would do it in few days.  I need to updated my word press and start again.

Be patience!!!!

DW

I know I am not parent or had kids of my own.  I am speak for others.  Okay, I stand and listen to all parents chat about signing for babies when young can not speak normal, just baby talk.   Many times, I had seen and heard about hearing babies use the sign language to speak and they practice to use pronounced when beome older.   I also found out that deaf babies not allow to use sign language and why?   I really not know and wish have some research about it.  There must have a reason why and hearing babies has been signing but not deaf babies. 

Give word out now and stand for it…

– Deaf Writer

ENT stands for Ear, Nose and Throat specialist.    One day, before I have noticed about being deaf and hopeful for.  Why I said that?   I had kind of earaches and wanted to see ENT about it.   First thing, I called and asked for appointment.   They learned that I am deaf and put me automatically to Cochlear Implant instead of check about my earaches.   Oh my!  They decide for me?  No.   They should nott.

What if deaf patient had bad aches in ears, throat or sinus allergies.  Will that help them with CI?   No.  They are patients and wanted to heal instead of suffering with pain or sick with sinus.    I not know how much about nose but just my ole sinus problem.  Hehe.   I just noticed odd about that because “what if” will happen?

I went to ENT for “CI” appointment but I asked the doctor about my earaches anyway.   His response was not wonderful answer after I asked.  I turmed to disgusting feel and it bothers me.  I would love go back to urgent care to get rx for it.  The UC do understand my problem about ear but he would prefer for me go to doctor that know about ears.   That was not good day for me and after my few visits with ENT and audioigist appointments.   I become upset and wanted to scream at them for disrespect me.   Finally,  I told him, “I not know that cause because of my sinus days or just my ears drains. And I need that rx after UC doctor suggest me to go ENT for that.”    He said, “take Tylenol.”   Nice.   Guess what my earaches stopped after his answer!  Wow, he must use magic.  Hehe.

What if deaf patient have serious problem and what will happen?

Now, I have homework about cochlear implants.

– Deaf Writer

I was using my own voice and had bad habit of my signing to turned my voice off.   I grow up with total communication which is use the sign language and voice at same time.  I stopped use it when I live in Texas and forgetting how to use the voice more often.   I just realized I need them more often as speak with people like at work, restaurants or general greeting.  One day, I started to talk to one of my co workers and she asked me to not use the sign language while use the voice.  I was like okay, that is my habit of signing and speak at the same time.   I could speak without sign but sometimes, my accent does not make any sense so my signs help my speak better.   Some people think sign language is difficult to understand than use the voice.   I looked at myself and it doesn’t seem problem so would use without signs whenever it makes any sense.  If not, use the sign language to help my accents better.

There….
DW